Kamis, 01 September 2011

Have No Idea


I still have no idea what to write. My mind is full lately. Many things happen so fast and do not give me a minute to breath.  I really want to stop for a while, only stop to see around what I have left behind, count every step, understand every sighs, appreciate every moment indeed.
Finally, my mom do talk to me just like before, just like nothing happen between us. But, nothing change, she is still the same. And the worse, I think she always tries to kill my dream. No girl expects this, neither do I.
I always wonder why life teaches me harder than others. I find myself can not move on nor back to my last spot. All things are problems with endless solution. I try to stay steady, but that was just pretend to be steady. I want to across everything and change many things, the choice, people that I met, life where I lived, what I have right now or at least my perspective right now.

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